Talk to God lately ?

In Gods house, you're not too bad to not come in. And not too good to stay out.

A Day and Two Birds

Warm sun fell on a fall morning

on a ordinary day, in a ordinary life. 

Two more lives began its toll

on a precious day of their short life.

The grey bird in the morning

fell off the tree

limping its way through 

struggling for flight.

The black bird in the evening

sat on the side

its body dead cold and stiff

it was pretty dead alright.

The third was limping 

and so was it cold

It had its wings taken away 

for there is no reason to fight.

They crossed in one fall morning

one injured, one dead, and the one left watching, survived. 

Monday September 26,2011

Waiting

I find waiting to be very similar to computer sevices. Waiting could be a background service or a program that you would run in the foreground. This is what differentiates between active waiting and passive, with active obviously being more noticable and recognizable. But what about passive waiting ? What about the waiting thats for a change of time or waiting for graduation while you are still in college. I might not be waiting that would suggest my worth of care but is that all that shows my worth of care ? How about you take into account the passive waiting part and see what my mind has been brewing up underneath ? Its not visible and its very easy to think its not there at all after getting bogged down with all the everyday life activities. What goes unrealized is this bloat service constantly running in my system slowly eating up valuable RAM. Yeah its there.

Sleep and dreams

Sleep is a very interesting phenomena. It could be triggered from various activities whether boredom or tiredness, stress (yes for someone like me) or upset (for the people who dont have access to drugs, getting in a trance state to get away from the world is only achieved through sleep). I like to think of sleep being an open ocean where the ship of thought is set to cruise freely. It does not have a destination as sleep more often than not are meaningless. This is exactly the perfect setting to see where the wind takes you or, in case of sleep, to see what the subconscious mind is trying to tell you. I have heard dreams are colorless. Yet the color of variation from bizarre to embarassing dreams is nothing short of appaling. The color of generating pictures so vivid conveying various emotions from anger to amazement is extraordinary. I love to sleep and I dare say I hate to sleep. I hate to dream especially those that convey unfulfilled desires. Desires should not be unfulfilled or illicit/illegal/ wrong desires shouldn't be there first place. Could someone be clean as a person enough to achieve this feat ?

Money can't buy happiness

These days the good seems to be no good. Fair seems to be unfair.
Sleep makes me more tired. Food has lost its taste. Past has no
meaning, present is obscure and future is hopeless.

Money can't buy happiness. It buys things that makes one happy. Money
can't buy love for love is not a thing but a feeling. A feeling that
is expressed or experienced but cannot be traded, bought or sold. The
world is divided into two main group; the material world and the
natural world. Trust, faith, love, affection, flower,joy
excitement,birds, guilt, anger, frustration, creek, sky, tears,
laughter, growth, O2,H2O are nothing but part of nature. For
everything else in this materialistic world, money indeed buys
everything.

Khalid